I have my appointment July 10th for a consultant with the doctor to start treatment.
A little far away, if you ask me. But part of me is relieved that I have so much time before I start treatment.
I hadn’t been to church in over a month, but today I felt it was time that I finally tried a new church, so I did.
The message was about not feeling good enough. Everything the pastor said, was what I needed to hear.
And I’m not a believer in coincidences.
God is good
Hey guys! It’s been a while since I’ve updated you. And I could use some prayers right now!
The past few months I’ve just been on a downward spiral, and I’ve pretty much hit rock bottom. My eating disorder has just gotten worse and worse.
But, with saying that, I do have good news!
My best friend was really upset and worried about me and she decided that if I wasn’t going to tell my mom everything that was going on, that she would have to. I figured my mom needed to hear it from me. So I wrote her a 3 page letter explaining everything, from the restricting, the starving, purging, cutting, to the reasons behind all of this, and I left it for her today while I was at work. She took it really well and she’s being very supportive. I’m trying to get an appointment with my counselor, and my mom is making an appointment with my doctor since my body has been through so much.
So I guess this means I’m on my way to recovery :)
So it’d really mean a lot if you guys could keep me in your prayers:)
Bless you!!